Tag Archives: depression

Turn That Frown Upside Down

Is my title that stupid saying? Believe me….oh wait, I swore I would never say those two words together….ever. I will tell you for a fact that when I don’t feel like smiling I don’t want to turn my frown … Continue reading

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In Denial……Again

One of the most disappointing parts of myself are when I say I’m committing to something and don’t follow through. I wrote about my dirty little secret. (Oh….WP has changed some since I was last on here) I think when … Continue reading

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Sapling

A little sapling Stretching, Reaching for the sun Growth It grows cold Dark Freezing A little sapling breaks   Welp, that’s all I had on my mind. I have been blogging….sort of. I haven’t published anything. I have been focusing … Continue reading

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What Can I Do?

With all the weather disasters and the latest shooting in Las Vegas, I have been thinking about death. A lot. Actually, before all the recent events I was thinking about death. Not suicide, just death. George Washington was here once. … Continue reading

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Trying Too Hard

Finding, or noticing, triggers for depression is very hard for me. Or maybe I simply ignore the triggers and keep on pushing until I break, only to find out that I broke over nonsense. I’m not one for change. It’s … Continue reading

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Another Attempt At Mindfulness

Again, I have started reading,┬áThe Mindful Way Through Depression. I have actually read the first chapter….twice! Well, four times if the other readings are taken into account. Anyway, the author points out how some of us living with depression think … Continue reading

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Warning Music Needed

I often wish life would simply roll along without any detours. By detours, I mean depression or massive anxiety. It would be so nice if my life were like a Hallmark movie. You know, with quirky updated elevator music always … Continue reading

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When a Smile Is Not a Smile

A lot has been going on in my life and I have so much to say but have kept it all tucked into my bag of Shame On Me. Our daughter was married last Sunday. She married a wonderful young … Continue reading

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The Little Thought That Grew

Depression warning-you may want to skip if you’re having difficulty right now. Of all the years and years of dealing with depression—most of the time untreated depression, only once did I feel as if I wanted to end it all. … Continue reading

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Throw a Little Chaos Into It

Beware to readers who may be depressed at the time you read this. My intention is not to make you more hopeless because I know a new moment is coming to enjoy life….it’s just not right now. For months I … Continue reading

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