Category Archives: Depression

each day

Apparently, I have hoisted myself out of bed the last several mornings. Saturday morning I hid under the covers for a brief time but I did get up. Anyway, life hasn’t been all doom and gloom. I would rather write … Continue reading

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Get Back Up

Ha! I’m sure my titles really draw a reader in, but I blog to watch the progression of my thoughts. I got up again this morning. I felt worse than yesterday. I deliberately repeated sayings in my mind to pull … Continue reading

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Losing Control

I truly feel there is a Sleep Fairy who enters my room and sprinkles me with a blanket of frustration. It brings about self-doubt, self-hate, and lots of vulnerability. I have a morning routine before I place my feet on … Continue reading

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A Haunting in Georgia

I found a burlap sack. I placed all my grief, frustrations, self-hate, more grief, tears, the odd chemical in my brain which brings me to my knees, and my weakness in that burlap bag. I tied the bag with some … Continue reading

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Growth of Dreams

Oh! I had the most wonderful dream the other night. It kind of surprised me. I have been paying attention to how I feel during my dreams so that I can work out what my subconscious is pondering. Anyway, I … Continue reading

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Comes and Goes

It’s easy to forget what I’ve learned about depression once wading through the muck starts. I don’t know what I have as far as a set diagnosis, but then I have a Dr. Wacky Pants. One thing I do know … Continue reading

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Sunday With April

Would you eat a grub if you knew it would cure something…..like depression? You know, one of these… Oh! I certainly would. I’d add a little Sriacha sauce, wash it down with one of my favorite beers, and I’d be … Continue reading

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Sunday With April

who is that person–the one staring back at me certainly not the same person of yesterday locked in a mind of darkness there was light yesterday with that person the one behind the mirror   I can still perform as … Continue reading

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Depression/Anxiety Medications and Time Travel

So……lately, I’ve been trying to assess my life. What direction do I want to go? Actually, do I want to take this blog in a different direction? Everything has been agitating me………everything. I have probably been depressed and have been … Continue reading

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Jumbled Thinking

A jumble of thoughts passing through my mind. Mostly good and are helping me to continue to move in a positive direction, but some self-defeating. Back pain. Lying flat on the floor looking through a window at the cloudless sky. … Continue reading

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