Someone Should Tell Her She Needs a Shave

Meaning no disrespect, I do believe that the prayer I made, while sitting on the potty, did the trick.

When we are seriously paying attention to what thoughts are moving through our minds, so much can be revealed.

My prayer wasn’t necessarily for myself, except to ask for strength if I had to fight again. I asked to prevent my family from any sort of heartache, and to give them strength as well.

My prayer was answered, except for the tiny little spot on my spleen. According to Blunt Oncologist—cancer grows, this thing hasn’t changed, we will watch it.

Old April would have said, not good enough, biopsy it. However, do I really need to have some type of invasive something stuck into me, to find it’s nothing? No. I am doing something a little foreign to me—I’m trusting my doctor.

What I didn’t expect, was for my mind to let it all go.

I feel a bit off today. Not in a bad way, a new way. A wider path to self-discovery, and acceptance.

My prayer was answered, but not exactly as I had expected.

My mind is a bit more free today, if that makes any sense to y’all.

I need to regroup.

Oh, and to explain today’s title–and because I had to add a little nonsense to my post—the lady that checked me out, and set up the next scan, had the post menopausal facial hair plague.

As we were getting into the elevator, my husband said someone should tell her she needs a shave. I had no clue what he was talking about until he explained it. It was something I hadn’t even noticed.

Of course, I thought it was funny that he saw this on the lady—he never notices when I have an inch long hair growing from my chin—either that, or he likes to see how long it takes me to notice it myself.

 

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About April

I'll come back to this when I find out who I really am. I've been through some extremely rough patches but they have made me a better person. I blog if my brain is functioning first thing in the morning.
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15 Responses to Someone Should Tell Her She Needs a Shave

  1. meANXIETYme says:

    I feel a bit off today. Not in a bad way, a new way. A wider path to self-discovery, and acceptance.
    I am always surprised by this feeling, but grateful when it comes to me. Good for you for opening yourself up to it.

    • April says:

      I’m always open to it, anxiety and depression gets in my way sometimes. I’m hoping that I have learned enough through this last episode to keep me going forward.

  2. mewhoami says:

    I’m glad to hear that you feel a bit more free today. You can go about your day with peace. That’s a wonderful thing. Your husband is funny, and I’m sure it was great timing for a laugh.

    • April says:

      Yes, it was good for a laugh. I was able to have a more clear mind to tackle that paper hoard. I will be having an update to my Thirty Random Days of Organized Chaos. That makes me happy!

  3. Very positive post April 🙂

  4. suzjones says:

    I’m going with the “he wants to see how long it will grow before you notice it”. That’s the sort of the thing the GG would do. lol

  5. What a fantastic new feeling….this thing called ‘freedom’. 🙂 What an exciting way to be today April. It made me happy to read this.

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