This morning, I stepped out onto our deck and looked over the part of our backyard sanctuary. The part of the sanctuary which isn’t marred by the overgrown mess of my neighbors quest to have a garden of everything planted all over her yard in order to meet the stinkin’ HOA no-no of gardens in our own yards.
The reason I stepped out, was because this morning, it didn’t feel like a sauna. It was mostly pleasant, with a gentle breeze. I cleared my mind, and here I am to start my day.
Geesh! Miss a week of reading the beautiful posts from other bloggers, and it seems to be like chasing my tail.
While I’m seriously working on the Thirty Random Days to Organized Chaos, I have found that I need to quit procrastinating – did you know that procrastination was one of the many thorns in the rump of depression? I didn’t either, but I’m making time to read more material—the stack of books I have made a commitment to finish–as well as the stash of books I have downloaded.
I have found that when I view myself negatively, which is always under an unflattering light, is when I lack accomplishments. I haven’t been able to complete my – Today I Accomplished…list, at the end of each day. The line of, I got out of bed is getting a bit redundant.
So, I’m spending some days, simply reading blogs, and other days obsessing how perfect my blog post is written.
Plus—I have to learn to have some self-discipline and work on that list of accomplishments.
I’m still catching up, but know I’m still reading your blogs!
Oh! And Ha! I found a way to mess with the vampires in the basement—“test the smoke alarms from time to time”. Mwahahahaha!