I’m admitting that the last two days have been rough. I feel writing about it, releasing the thoughts, is a great way to recognize that every day isn’t peachy, but I don’t have to believe they won’t go away. As much as I feel the tears welling up, threatening to overcome my resolve, I have decided to go the direction of keeping myself busy–some of it doing something I enjoy, some of it to tackle the mountain of laundry.
While perusing Pinterest, I came across this. It is a knitted pincushion. I found it on Ravelry. Since the information was printed in German, I don’t know who wrote the pattern, therefore I don’t know where credit should be given, but you can find it on Ravelry.
This made me laugh out loud. You know what? My husband snored right through my laughing.
I’m not going to attempt this project, but I have a stack of projects I want to complete. So, I will drag my hind quarters off of the couch and DO something, tears be damned.
Even though I feel sad, I’m not placing all my focus on those thoughts, and I’m not allowing anxiety to overtake my feelings and wonder–what if I slip back into depression?